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Usually high flying writer feels too grounded, walks on beach, solves everything.
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Something has been missing from my life the past few weeks.
Oops, found it.
I’m “too grounded” lately. Too rational, methodical, even too much of a “nonfiction” writer as opposed to a “fiction” writer.
But I didn’t realize that this was what I was missing. Solution?
Walk the beach with no one else and bask in the silence.
Just when you’re not expecting it … boom there it is.
I just don’t have the fiction in my life. The stories, the characters, the “what’s going to happen next?” that I revel in even though I’m the author. But then again, I’m really just the messenger.
Maybe I need my messenger job back. Maybe there are messages that need to be delivered. If I’m not writing, I’m not supplying them, I’m not bringing them from A to B and maybe they’re all dammed up and are waiting for me to move them.
Tomorrow morning. Early.
Good night.